All by myself

This reminds me of Bridget Jones' Diary. Is this the HK version: Michelle's Diary???

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Living alone
I think of all the friends I've known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be, all by myself anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live, all by myself anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

幽．默

睇鄒凱光個自我介紹 - 好正。

你認為「愛情」是 - 沒有工作時的玩意
你認為「工作」是 - 沒有愛情時的必需

哈哈~ 因為我乜都冇，所以只有工作。實在太妙喇~

鄒凱光，不枉我咁欣賞你~

生日倒數

越近生日，個人越驚。我唔係驚又老一歲，反正已經唔再後生，我真係好驚今年會冇人記得我生日。

其實講起真係好矛盾。我好驚冇人記得自己生日之餘，又唔想有人記得自己生日。試諗吓如果以幫我「慶祝」生日為名，出嚟只係各自吹水 - 多謝夾唔該，唔好預我。

所以，我今年嘅生日願望 - 地球上以後再冇人記得我生日。多謝。

P.S.原來，琴日係我「傳說中」嘅農曆生日。真係好，自己都唔記得~

灰

一早起身望出窗外，個天一片灰茫茫。係咪意味我今日都一樣咁灰？？？

我嘅存在意義 & 價值

成日聽到有人喺我耳邊談及佢哋對第三者嘅appreciation，每次都令我好難受。其中一次，而且印象都幾深刻嘅一次，係聽一個我暗戀嘅男仔，談佢暗戀嘅女仔。嗰種感覺，好痛。人越大，聽到呢種說話嘅次數就越多，我嘅父母甚至從未對我做嘅一任何一件事有一聲讚許 - 你話吖，做我都真係幾悲！我不期然諗：其實，我係咪真係冇乜用？做嘅嘢，永遠都係吃力不討好，又或者其實我真係做唔好。

頭先老闆又同我講佢有幾咁appreciate隔離部門嘅努力同付出。唉~或者我真係做得唔好，又或者係唔夠好，所以冇人appreciate我所做嘅嘢。既然係咁，我係咪應該離開，俾有能之士繼續為大眾服務？

我真係好唔開心... 點解臨生日先發現原來自己冇乜存在價值？好灰...

好攰~

原來真正嘅攰係咁樣：腰酸背痛、雙腳無力、雙眼又乾又澀、頭痛、耳鳴... 等等症狀相時出現。最慘嘅仲要加上瞓．唔．著。

琴日收工離開AWE，我選擇唔跟老細車出老尖。因為同佢哋一齊多一分鐘，表示我要on duty多一分鐘。我寧願自己俾錢坐機鐵轉的士返屋企，因為我...

要命唔要錢~